Live a Lie

I can feel the blood rushing to my eyes Waking up in mud, you left me to die My heart turned cold December 29 30 and below, the day that hell froze How did I survive? Blame it on my soul Fire in the hole You turned your back on me It's clear you're someone I don't even know Being naive to jealousy can poison anybody soul Ending this chapter of my life without a funeral So grab another shovel, dig another hole Oh my, dark times Feel my rage, deep inside To survive, I can't live a lie To survive, I can't live a lie Oh my, dark times Feel my rage, deep inside To survive, I can't live a lie To survive, I can't live a lie My severed veins, full of rage Draining blood off the fucking page Angel on my shoulder, devil on my case But my anxiety, I can't escape I feel alive, but something's strange I'm scarred for life, but where's the pain? Recognize your face, forgot your name People come and go, that's a common thang Playing the game, people will change You think you know someone, they're probably fake People will lie, straight to your face Look in the mirror, they can't relate Neither can I, I'm out of place I trust myself, people can wait Despite it all, my faith remains Jesus was crucified, nobody changed Oh my, dark times Feel my rage, deep inside To survive, I can't live a lie To survive, I can't live a lie Oh my, dark times Feel my rage, deep inside To survive, I can't live a lie To survive, I can't live a lie I can't live a lie I can't live a lie I can't live a lie I can't live a lie To survive, I can't live a lie To survive, I can't live a lie To survive, I can't live a lie To survive, I can't live a lie