Since You've Been Around

I'm wandering I'm crawling I'm two steps away from falling Just can't seem to get around I'm heavy I'm weary Not thinking clearly I just can't seem to find solid ground Since you've been around I'm running I'm hiding But you'll never find me 'Cause I've always felt lost in a crowd I'm sinking I'm drowning I'm so afraid of losing My head's been spinning round and round Since you've been around I'm foolish and crazy I just think that maybe I gotta things to figure out I'm winning I'm losing I'm afraid of never choosing this heart of mine, so beaten down Before you came around