He's So Zen

i watch you sleeping, well you ain't keeping no secrets from me i know where you wanna be you're always keeping warm in my burgundy bed and i'm in my nervous head you insult my intelligence, when you tell me he's just a friend and now i can't sleep 'cause i know i can't compete not with niko, he's a painter, he's so zen you're always fishing, wishing i'd come and hug a tree but i need to feel concrete now don't go thinking just 'cause i run like a rat in a maze that my heart ain't in the right place it's a bad situation, a hazard of my occupation i got no time for peace so i know i can't compete, i ain't complete not like niko, he's a painter, he's so zen i can't compete, i know i can't compete not with niko, no no i can't compete, i'm incomplete