Everything I Want

I'm mastering the art of miracles and flawless tragedies Here I spend everyday in captivity Devoured while the walls grow hands and teeth I cried and listened to the rain in a rental car One day somebody's gonna go and get pushed too far But now I don't know what to say Shall I deny my lungs their breathing rights? So give it up, give it up Don't let your mind slip away Don't drink, don't get so high Your beat's too obvious Not gonna say what you want me to say I guess you're right The less you're seen, the less you are But I don't even care anymore Anatomy of a ghost, invisible friend I won't pay for sanity, 'cause I don't wanna know Some things are better left alone But thanks for your concern and calls I'd put a bullet in my head if I ever lost you now Never even owned a bed Just a blood red couch You think you're getting the best of me Disarm this smoke alarm Fuck you, no one is gonna ruin all our fun All that we want is this temporary release and distraction Anatomy of a ghost, invisible friend I won't pay for sanity, 'cause I don't wanna know Some things are better left alone It seems I'm not everything you wanted me to be I suggest you pray for a A full recovery A full recovery Your words were written in Your words were written in Cold blood Now Even with phantom power and ludicrous speed I can't run because betrayal won't come from my enemies Anatomy of a ghost, invisible friend I won't pay, pay for sanity so Baby here's a toast to things much better left alone It seems I'm not everything you wanted me to be In a dream on the way to a hospital I'll slip away What's happening to me? And as you drag the lake And pull me out do you feel the shame inside you? And as my body lays before you now, do you feel my skin? It's cold